I saw you that last spring wearing a red velvet jacket covering your tie dye. You were ethereal then Rose, had become stuck on Buddha, stars floated in your hair. I still remember your tattered blue jeans & now I wonder, all these years later, am curious if you had been on a pilgrimage, if you had crawled all the way from Miami to Tallahassee on your knees? Do you still believe in zen-magic, & can you hear me?