Every once in a while I get this feeling Like there's a tiger In my chest Clawing at my Abdomen Rib cages Solar plexus So abrasive And it demands attention
It's like I stumbled into it this flow Climbing onto a roller coaster Blind Only noticing when you're Upside down That there is something calling To set off A bomb dying to drop
Ease is what to seek And I search for The closest good feeling....
It doesn't come to me
Searching relentlessly I look at my thoughts And nothing major Seems to arise Just a feeling that something Inside of me is half alive
The pain lifts me a couple Of inches above the ground Frazzled by the electric currents Pumping around
The ego waits for the shadow To resolve this mess Knowing the only solution Is a break down moment Where supposed behavior Falls high from its tower And crashes everything I subconsciously strive To prevent This out of the vortex Release To give in to instinct
And in that action I find what I need The old cat is silenced For the time being