Lighting the joint or bowl is the best part A giant puff of milky white smoke hovers in front of me Many people don't understand The reason they don't understand is because they don't know me I'm complexity from hair to toenails Many use my medicine to just get high I smoke MarijuannaΒ Β to take away the severe pain of my tumor. I have a special brain tumor that increases cranial pressure The pain makes me nauseous and that's everyday. Medical cards are expensive but I like the more natural remedy Maybe it looks scary to some It's really just a new hobby for others To me it's an escape from the constant pain I'm in.