I have a job
Car
A family
Bike
A few good friends
Boyfriend
***
Coffee

I’m happy
Technically happy

But when **** hits the fan
It hits
Pretty ****** hard

Job depletes me of energy
Tired
Car
Empty
Family
Hard to please
Bike
Can only take me so far
Friends
What do they do
Boyfriend
He’s there
***
All out
Coffee
Could be hotter

These things are supposed to be a distraction from the ****
But they’re still
Not enough

Because here I am
Drinking my third cup of tea
Hungry
At the shop
Alone
Not happy
****.