Aug 2014
No new messages.
I don’t know where you are on the other side of the screen. But I want to know. Badly.
No new messages.
I’m not sure what I’ve become, in these seconds, of being patient.
No new messages.
My soul only wants one thing, I realize: You. Your attention. Your sympathy. Your words to make me feel better.
No new messages.
I’m going crazy now. I want you, your touch through words. I want to know that you’re listening to my thoughts. That you’re here for me.
No new message.
My patience is running out, my love for you is too. Staring at a screen, wanting something only you can give.
What has my life become? I am nothing. Saving time for you to talk to me, when I should concentrate on what’s important.
No new messages.
My life is useless. I am looking for the wrong goal. But I keep staring, hoping you’d somehow send me a message, telling me it’s ok.
No new messages.
I’m tired. I’m sorry. I can’t stop being the crazy girl I am. But I’m in love, that’s all I can say.
No new messages.
I get it, you’re not online. Fine. I’ve stopped caring. What’s the point? Forget you. I hate you. I wish we’d never met.
No new messages.
Yes, I’m still here. Can’t you see? It’s been hours, I’ve been staring at this screen since you said you’d be here. I’m not ready to give up. Are you there, somehow?
No new messages.
I’ve tried, but it’s getting late. I’m sorry. Even though I know you’re not here. Please know that I still care.
I type in a new message and then sign out.
I Love You.
I don’t know where you are on the other side of the screen. But I want to know. Badly.
No new messages.
I’m not sure what I’ve become, in these seconds, of being patient.
No new messages.
My soul only wants one thing, I realize: You. Your attention. Your sympathy. Your words to make me feel better.
No new messages.
I’m going crazy now. I want you, your touch through words. I want to know that you’re listening to my thoughts. That you’re here for me.
No new message.
My patience is running out, my love for you is too. Staring at a screen, wanting something only you can give.
What has my life become? I am nothing. Saving time for you to talk to me, when I should concentrate on what’s important.
No new messages.
My life is useless. I am looking for the wrong goal. But I keep staring, hoping you’d somehow send me a message, telling me it’s ok.
No new messages.
I’m tired. I’m sorry. I can’t stop being the crazy girl I am. But I’m in love, that’s all I can say.
No new messages.
I get it, you’re not online. Fine. I’ve stopped caring. What’s the point? Forget you. I hate you. I wish we’d never met.
No new messages.
Yes, I’m still here. Can’t you see? It’s been hours, I’ve been staring at this screen since you said you’d be here. I’m not ready to give up. Are you there, somehow?
No new messages.
I’ve tried, but it’s getting late. I’m sorry. Even though I know you’re not here. Please know that I still care.
I type in a new message and then sign out.
I Love You.
Never Forget It.
