looking at the mirror even if not apparent there is another image another world, another half on one side, the fanfare the other, the silence resilience amid despair on one side, all I hear the other, all that is left unsaid and I still insist to remain conscious apparent in one hand, nurturance in the other, discouragement absent transposing every moment that I still stopped silent, talking looking at the mirror even if not apparent there is another image another world, another half in one hand, the missing and in the other too.