I am delirious, lingering from days frayed at both ends, especially the head and knotted in the middle, a rope tightened round the heart, squeezing beats out in stops and starts, oh but this is how we play the game, it's sweaty palmed, brow furrowed fun, with far too many clocks cold halls to walk, amongst holy ghosts tearing through white sheeted rooms, they haunt or sometimes they bring invisible healing placing flowers in colorful rings and garlands circling round the bed and in the night, only blue white light to fill a room, basked in love a tattered heart to mend
my dear brother just underwent major heart surgery today