this feels
like the moment
when your lifeline
suddenly branches off
and you feel yourself
swerving away
from what you thought
was your destination

this feels
like the moment
when everything changes
you lift your glass
and the wood is stained
maybe next time
you'll use a coaster

this feels
like the moment
over a glass of beer
in a dark bar
you'll remember
"that's the moment when
I lost her"