Let's drown in a sea of colours. Close your eyes, dearest friend, just let yourself go and stop to think and start to dream. It is not even hard... I know you never wanted me, yet you are so close and the less you want me, the more I want you.
My heart donned a shining armor. I wear my sword and shield, but at nights sleep when I feel safe, your dark dagger eyes make me bleed, bleed me out and bleed me empty, wash out all my fears and all the feelings until I am reduced to a heavy-grey leaden ball with only so much as an echo of emotion.
Yes, dearest friend, that's the only price one pays - your grip might slip and you may lose control, and you may find yourself ~ ~ ~ floating in a current where one hundred different hands tuck at your shell in a hundred different directions and your only purpose is to not be ripped apart.
I keep breathing, dearest friend, I stay alive another day - until you decide to drown with me. But yet ~ I dream in monochrome.