I don't know what it's like to want to die but I know what it's like to watch I know what it's like glance at the hours waiting, it's like looking at a clock that goes backwards and the cuckoo that would normally come out to play pokes it head out and announces "There is no time today"
I don't know what it's like to wither I know what it's like to cease in time staring at the wall is fascinating for you but all the same, I'm watching that wall and waiting for you to be sane
I don't know how it feels for you but how about how it feels for me? I don't live inside your brain but you don't exist in there, independently
I don't know how it feels for you I know how it feels to me we both don't want to open the garage door you see rafters that could make you fit I see gone my forever more
I won't pretend I know how you feel when you cry so inconsolably If you don't ever try to forget I was there, to dry your tears the tissue shredded by more than your fears I don't know how it feels but I do know what I see *I ask you to see me
I have only known depression from a carers point of view. I know nothing of how it feels to actually feel it but, as someone who has long termed cared for a love one of a mental illness, I kind of have an idea. While they have their support and medications, the carers just have their strength and memories...