Sometimes I feel like the world would be a better place without me. Sometimes I just want to end all the pain I feel. But then you came along. I can see the love you feel for me. I can taste the forever you have promised me. I feel the warmth of your body against mine. But then when you have to leave, because of how hard they try to keep us appart, things change. Thats when I hear the evil words they say. Thats when I see the crimson red pain escape from my wrists. Thats when I feel the desperate sharpness of my old friend. And suddenly the world  fades back to the darkness. Then I hear the horrid screams of silence. And once again I feel cold and alone. Suddenly a small light comes out of the darkness. It's warm and causes me to look up from my lonely pain. I see your face and, again, I feelthe love and warmth you have brought me before. Once again I feel that forever I was promised. Though I still wait forthe question that will forever take me away from my dark place. The sweetest question that I will ever hear. "Yes" I wisper to myself in hopes that u will ask soon. When that day comes I know the light u have broight will fallow me as well. But for now I will watch the light and warmth follow u as u both fade away, and I am left here to wait alone in my cold, dark place.