Let the beauty and pain of the world spill over the coffee table and onto the floor. Use the raw materials to construct a reason- a reason for why my mother tells me what her grandmother told her: "Like cream you will rise to the top". Make something of yourself out of the chaos and jagged edges of the world. Let the bits and pieces of reality loose to align in nothing but piles and small bits. Then tediously right all wrongs, in steady and purposeful motions, until you are but dust and granules yourself.