Havana, I arrive in the sweaty thickness of July caliente y picante steamy sidewalks, steamy women chocolate brown, tan and black against the lemon-yellow walls strolling through La Plaza de Armas slurping thick café through weathered lips in La Plaza de Francisco de Asis dancing on the pregnant gray stones in La Plaza Vieja timba, rumba, salsa and son Cristo, Maria, Yemaya and Obatalá
Havana, I arrive in the intoxication of your breath between the acrid fumes of insecticides and 1957 Chevy's stepping past the dark grime of your slums streets plush with tight round bodies beautiful and sensuously swaying
I arrive snaking past the converted palaces con las turistas ricos and the buy-me-a-dress-and-a-ring ****** with their enchanting full-tooth smiles and undulating earthquake-tremor hips I hear your beat the machine-gun laughter of your feet on the hot cobblestones with the jinateros and street musicians chants of Santería drifting from pane-less windows
Havana, I smell your heat under salty faded sheets smell the long, tobacco-stained nights with your hips swaying to the pale drops of *** spilt from red lips and the red drops of blood spilt from your revolutionaries spilt from the gorging of Machado and Baptista and 500 years of foreign dominion
In Paseo de Marti banners of Che Guevara flapping in the moist tear-laden breeze Fidel, cigar in hand tirelessly raging in black and white on a Russian 1960's TV
Cuba, I can see the green in your eyes the peeling-paint bedroom dreams and dirt-poor joy of your richness laughing out the despair and desperation dancing out the oppression and the paucity the aching of your past the battles of Castillo De Los Tres Santos of the revolution of living and as I stand on the steps of El Capitolio looking out at the decaying grandeur I understand why I will be back