I met a man once, he was so so. Well that's what I thought at first, when I didn't know, that for the next couple of months he would become my sun and moon, my energy, my thoughts, my favorite tune.
And I at first did not want to accept the feelings I had for I was to young to put all pieces together of emotions and day dreams that were hard to tether.
When I did finally accept my feelings, I found out it was too late. Life had chosen a different path for him, and life would not wait.
My life once he left was all a mess, I tried to pick up the pieces, but with no success.
And till this day I cannot forget him, he will always be a big part of me, which is now a problem, because that leaves no part for others to be.