Yes i'm conscious .. Yes she's there .. Laying her back on the car .. Looking at the phone .. She didnt change .. Beautiful as i used to see her .. Thought many times before going towards her .. Suddenly im beside her .. Without even knowing what happened or how i did that .. She was surprised .. Her eyes were happy too .. That shake hand Was like loving my hands It was strong like asking for help .. I just wanted to keep holding this hand .. Nothing can help me to say how much i do miss this skin and this touch .. She had to leave .. She did it again .. More stronger .. Asking for more help .. What's supposed to happen after this is what i really don't know .. Her touch was enough .. And nothing could be fixed .. I will just enjoy this dose until having another .. Up until then , I'm fine .