Feeling empty is something that is caused by trying too hard not to feel or think about something
and when you suddenly deal with it you will have the weight of it all on your shoulders, but it's worth it
Because some day you will be filled with something (again), and it will feel even more fulfilling than before
(l.p)
Feeling empty might be the worst feeling in the world because you feel something, but still you're entirely empty. Nothing feels like it did before because something has become penetrating - but you can't/won't find out because you fear what you might realize. But that's the tough thing called life, and it will only help you to grow.