All I could hear was my heartbeat deafening in my ear as I lay upon the pillow and held back the tears. A thousand thoughts all mixed up, not one made any sense and you just sit there staring, at me in my bed. You're always there, never far and a plague upon my life. Whenever things are bad you make them worse at night. Never wanted always here, oh where did you come from. The cursed black dog ! BE GONE! BE GONE! BE GONE!