Time
My biggest squander
I fill my time with wishes and dreams of wander
Only to stay in the same place
I keep it in
Contained

I feed my dreams with false hope
Sustained

I refrain from admittance of my problem and therefore remain the source of my failure
In denial, undeniable creature
Self-titled preacher
Unrecognized
Pointless, "not worth the money"
feature

Penniless and breathless at the edge of no return
Looking at the possibility of happiness from the sadness in the clouds
My high hopes carried me with them as they soared to the heavens
The only glimpse of Heaven I will ever get is then
Hopefully a different fate awaits me when I land in Hell