These suicidal thoughts are not even mine its ugly *** force that's wants to take what's mine but this demon can't have it so I gotten keep spittin jus so I can grasp it ******* myself and I need to let up I'm champion and there is no giving up I'm the best *** the rest I'm just writing this **** just to get it off my chest and if you ever had these thoughts yo put em to rest kuz everydays a new day for you to do your best *** this demon it can not have my life that's not the way I'm going kuz I'm headed to the top I got the world on my finger and its spinin like a top there's no such things as failure I'm shipin cargo guess you can call me a sailor ain't never been to jail so I ain't speaking to the bailer suicide thoughts yeah they all end to day I'm on the rode to success some how some way!