two ships in a bottle the colors of blue and purple rain falling into the ocean pain into a bigger whole atmosphere awaited there I must go the same notes again and again lost souls my lost friends I want to rewind let me go back to lonely feeling gray trees in November candy coated moth ***** hard to swallow hard to chew my mouth is sour and I miss you three notes over and over a cold October messages washed into me church bells singing rocky sounds blood hounds barking that time is playing its trick on you distant sounds that mean nothing a pen that will not write Dead. memories that I try to remember I must forget your heart shaped locket Miss Clare