wide-set hips, stubby fingers and the mind of a cynical schemer.
right now, i take everything i have ever said back and i speak everything i never got the chance to say.
i do feel lost now and i’ll admit that.
i would like to find the purpose but i will also admit that i care nothing for the purpose.
that’s ****.
i don’t want your half-hearted notions.
i never did or plan to.

i wish there was a better phrase for ending an expression of self than “goodbye”, “farewell” because that just doesn't fit.