When the world starts crumbling around me I close my eyes and build. A shelf here, our bed there; a table for four, a porch for more; Hardwood floors, soft pillows; your record player, a piano; framed photographs of ruins; a loveseat piled with books. When I start to question, I start to build. And in the long silences between us, I am furnishing our home, piece by piece, until I forget the question, and remember that I, that we, are under construction.