well fuck
I finally stopped crying
I may have spent a lot my time stumbling to stand and drunk texting all his friends
but I was happier than I've ever been
you came into my life for barely 2 months
and now I'm back into the same sadness it took me almost 6 months to get out of
I'm tired of feeling angry
shouting stupid words i don't mean
you can't calm me down
not this time
i changed for you
but you changed me for the worst
I feel empty
the only thing I feel are the tears rushing down my cheeks
and the ache in my throat after shouting
sometimes I even feel the blood rushing down my hand after picking up the glass
I fell in love,
again
I must admit
I didn't think it was possible
but once I met you I know it would be inevitable to fall in love with you
I am once again drowning in sadness and regret
I am drowning in my own tears
I can't take it
I got through a heart break once
I can do it again, right?
you love me?
then please, let me go