The way we can stay up till 5 am kissing and talking and touching like you were never upset with me is how I know I can love you forever. We all make mistakes, but mine were unforgivable. And yet, you somehow found the will to forgive me and my selfishness. And I love you for not only that but for being yourself And for trusting me when I deserved anything but you letting me back into your heart. I promise to hold your hand and to kiss your lips and I promise to love you as we grow old and as we both reach the gates of Heaven. Something tells me that our love will find a way to stay alive through the many years ahead of us, and to dear God I better not ever hurt you like that again. Because hurting you is worse than hurting myself. Hurting you was truly the worst feeling I've ever experienced... I don't think you nor I could take my mistakes happening ever again. So my beautiful, darling girl, I promise to not hurt you as long as you promise me that you'll stay strong and just as in love with me as you are right now.
I love you. And I am truly sorry darling. I hope our 5 month anniversary together today helped heal your heart, even if it was just a little bit.