sorrow is born of burning desire when you sew lonely nights on your fingertips or unzip dresses that he used to unzip for you my aunt told me years ago that loving someone without loving one's surroundings will make christmas taste like grandpa's death you cannot leave without leaving marks, she said, you cannot stop breathing in crystal air in the winter-time, she said, you cannot love yourself if you keep pouring all your love into hollow bodies who cannot be saved pills can make them high for a while but blue and orange and white cannot free their minds be their rush but be a decent one let them get high on you instead but if hating your freckles seem to be the price for attention, then they are not worth your time you are the most important piece of joy walking on this earth the second you forget about it, you waste your soul and become as empty as the soda-can you filled with out-burned cigarettes and corrosive tears, she said perhaps it is better than being alone, i answered her back at least i am something to someone