Disengaged, enraged as my life goes down the tube so many combinations I feel like Rubik's cube. put down,fed up with frustrations which add daily to the combinations, why can't everything be blue I want to be the one to do the cube not the one who slides off down the tube, it's no wonder I feel disengaged,almost like my life's being staged and I am just a pawn. I wish that I'd been born a King born to rule, have everything,but I'm just a square among the other squares that twist in combinations, how I wish that I'd wished more I'd have wished for anything but the cube wish I wasn't going down the tube.