Can i speak my mind or do i have to pay ? Can i say what i please or what you want Memories and regret can huant an indivual The visual for the future is blurry Im 16 and i dont want to live life quick in a hurry Yet people tell me i need to grow up They say make money live large make sure you remember us Others say youll be a homeless *** trying to catch the bus Or youll be making a big batch of drugs When in reality all i need are hugs because nothing else seems to drive me to success Am i really blessed to be breathing today ? Or am i blessed that i have a heart in my chest Screams in my ear telling me i got to be the best And when i rest my dreams tell me the same thing with devils