Jealousy crept upon me
like a poisonous acid
I didn’t like it, but I couldn’t help it too.
All that friendship and love
destroyed in second
just because of a tiny grudge?
I couldn’t understand it
and neither could anyone else
why was I so irritated?
why was I so rude?
everything was crude.
I knew I was causing a hard time for her
but I simply couldn’t stop,
whenever I saw that overly perfect face
My body somehow conjured extreme hate.
She wasn’t the problem, it was I,
I, a person who didn’t feel good enough
for the world, for my love
this feeling of despise was spread from my feet to my scruff.
Alas, I still haven’t gotten rid of this feeling
and inside me, my heart it is peeling
Maybe she won’t remain so perfect anymore?
or maybe I will turn sore? who knows.