I love winter. It's okay to be sickly white, I now have an excuse. I like the coffees, the hugs, the chilly wind that lets you know you're alive. I love evening runs when the sun goes down three hours earlier, and I have to race it home. I love searching for a heater in every classroom, then staying for so long I burn my feet. I love hot roasts at dinnertime; thick gravy soaking my insides. I love movie nights and fortress building; the inventive activities my friends must come up with to do together because the park, pool and plaza are all off-limits. I love the mornings when the warmth from my bed is so compelling leaving would be betrayal to a lover. I love watching the legs of a primate unfold beneath me as my razor collects dust and I have no reason to clean it. I love putting on my entire wardrobe and counting the layers between my body and the ghostly hands of ice that try to reach my bare skin. I love putting on a beanie and shielding the world from my awfully bad hair day. I love all my excuses for not doing anything.