He wrote about a girl who was perfect. With the whitest smile and flowing brown hair, Eyes like diamonds she looked lovely no matter what she'd wear. Everything went her way- she didn't know what it was to have a bad day.
When I read that I knew I wasn't perfect, More broken than he thought. When I struggled to hold back the tears in my eyes he just smiled and continued to talk. He knew I was broken. He'd have known if I never told him. He once looked me in the eyes and told me he knew I wasn't joking- when I said I couldn't stand the pain. So how couldn't he see? When he was standing right in front of me? I told him I was an ugly crier. He told me I was a liar. So beautiful, so oblivious, so mild. When my life was falling apart he was the only one who could make me smile.
I wrote this about a friend who was very important to me before we started dating.