Had this evening been a date -- a real date, just the two of us -- I would've opened the door for you. I would've pulled out your chair. I would've showered you with compliments. ("You are so beautiful it hurts.") I would've held your hand atop the table, who cares if people stared? I would've kissed you when the lights went out. I would've forced myself to look away from you, only to look back again and again and again. I would've solved the ****** because impressing you would've mattered. I would've told you "I love you" a thousand times. I would've told you "I love you" a thousand times more. I would've pulled out your chair. I would've held the door open for you. I would've kissed you on that Union Jack adorned porch. **I wouldn't have cared about the people around us.
Another wonderful night with R, whose lips tasted of tea and sunlight.