I let it back in. I let it creep into my soul. no I let it unbury itself from the grapple it was under. I let it walk out of the shadows and bowed down to it. it referred to me as "autumn" and I couldn't respond, because the girl that was once here, was cut up into little pieces, and forgotten but myself. I let her rot away, under the skeptical of other's all while she had that smile upon her face. and now, here we are in the same body. no place for her dearest to go. HAHAHA she is trembling, afraid of herself, and ****. have I ever been more proud, my greatest work of all? sitting here, begging for me to leave. honey, sweet pea, **** yourself. because I am here and now and you aren't getting rid of me. you should have done that 3 years ago. you should have listened to the whispers. instead of slowly fading away.