It haunts me
Even with my eyes closed or not
Even with tears that hinder my sight
Even if I try to forget with all my might

It haunts me
The image of your ring in my palm
The sound of my heart not being able to keep calm
The echo of my voice silently shouting '****!'

It haunts me
Your emotionless face in my peripheral
The feeling as I get hysterical
The confusion on what not to do and what I shall

It haunts me
The conviction of your words 'We're over'
The backward steps you took as I try to get closer
My feelings that are nowhere near better

It haunts me
How you said not to touch you
How you said not to come near you
How you said 'Move on' and that that's what I should do

It haunts me
The pleads of 'Don't go'
The cries of 'I love you'
The tries to stop you

It still haunts me
Even though the ring is back around your finger
The fear of experiencing it all over again lingers
I'm so afraid that I don't want to remember

It will haunt me
Probably forever
Whether we'll end up together
Or you'll be with another