Maybe, for once, I want someone to tell me that they wont leave me alone. Maybe, for once, I want a truthful response to my worries instead of a lie or silence. Maybe, for once, I would like a bit of sense in a confusing circumstance. Maybe, for once, I don't want to be treating like the helpless weakling that people believe me to be because suicide is on my mind at all times. I may be miserable, but I am not giving up, no matter what ******* people throw at me. Maybe, for once, I want to be a ******* human being, not a glass figurine with diamond tears.