Everyday I put a smile on my face
And my smile looks out of place
It's just one of those days where I want to disappear
Tired of living life in sadness and fear

Nothing seems to make sense anymore
I want it back to like it was before
On the outside I'm masquerading
On the inside all my hope is fading

My happy smiles are all pretend
Depression  is my closest friend
I don't even know who I am anymore
I want it to be like it was before

Maybe I don't want to talk about it
I'm so sad I want to quit
This ache in my heart could **** me
This cage of emotion I'll never be free