i miss the way my name sounded on your lips
but we havent talked in over 6 months
and you havent loved me in over 2 years
if you ever really did love me, that is
how do i know you were telling the truth
i obsessed over you for months
and you finally said it
you spoke the three words that ruined me
"i love you"
then four months later you stopped
the texts ended
the late night phone calls ceased
i was 13 and you destroyed me
i havent been the same since
i still think about you, you know
you were my rock, my soul, my everything
you stopped me from killing myself
but why?
because of you im dead
so why stop me
why
why
**why