today he said he loved me again my one and only friend he said that it would never happen again
so i cried prayed cut away the pain i wasn't good enough that's why he hurt me right?
it's hard to figure out why you're a punching bag why everynight he comes home drunk and with your hair he drags you to his bedroom the only thing you couldn't do escape
he was too strong you fell in love with how strong he was
so you let yourself be his punching bag as long as he said i love you nevermind the punches and drags because his "tough love" was all the love you had
it was hard to figure out why he was so mad
so they lived their lives again sins commeted deed done she just tried not to let him influence her one and only son because it's hard to look at your parents as heros when your father is the villian your father bonds with you the most but you need to stay away from him but it's hard
when your father controls your every single move
you grow up seeing your father hit girls it doesn't matter to you you wanna do it to
so you get in fights at school there's a pool of teachers asking you why do you act so cool?
coming to school with bruises as if there's nothing else to do
the crule punching bag rules change when it's not you
you see your child bleeding crying you die inside
you protected him with all your heart but you can't do anything outside the overwhelming sadness brings you to the ketchen
she knows she can't go back next time she sees him he's drunk again it's time again
for her to remember everything he did
remembering the ****** lyrics to her own sad song taking out the knife as he stumbles along she thrusts
as if this is the only way to breathe her son comes home from school right after she cleans
he asks "where is daddy where has he gone?"
it was hard to speak for years but the one thing she said was "right where he belongs"