wakes from his slumber foggy eyed and rough too much ***** last night voice shallow and gruff the medicine he's chosen the hair of the dog he walks to the off-license the air still thick with fog he sits alone just him and a bottle feels nothing as the ***** pours down his throttle starting to feel it laying on the couch half-cut listening to the radio as the ***** churns his gut he wastes most the day watching films and talking **** doesn't go out stays confined in his pit spends his evening drifting in and out of sleep sometimes thinking about life and sometimes starting to weep he goes to bed unable to see another day spent in a downward spiral and heβll repeat this tomorrow and the next because itβs nothing but a cycle