It has found me again ! Here it is right in front of me, Smiling ironicly at me, Snuggling up to me and won’t let go ! Telling me how much he missed me How much he missed my mood and my attitude. My longtime friend ! I don’t even know if I should objectify « It » or personify « him » I though we will never see each other again I though I won’t have to deal with him again People often say you can’t control things that are out of your reach You don’t have any power on certain things I have defeated him once. Am I able to do it again this time ? Am I weak or am I just giving up ? Letting him invade me ! Invade my space, my privacy, my inner peace and my mood ! Do I have the strength to be in a perpetual figth with It ! I want to chase him for good Get him out of my mind and out of my soul Bury him deep in a place unknown, Where the lost souls wander around and never return Somewhere he cant never escape from Go away ****** Depression ! Go bother someone else in some place else ! I have let down my guards for a while But that does not mean the old me has return I am stronger than you think I have come to tolerate my old self ! Forgiving her and accepting her mistakes When it comes to you, there is no room for forgiveness and pity I have come to thrive all of my old demons ! You will not be the exception ! You will not be the black sheep ! You really love to see me suffer and shut myself out from what is around Those days are long gone and you will be the very next Goodbye Depression, I really did not and will never miss you.