I'm sorry if I forget to
breathe, when I'm with you
I just get too **** caught up I'm the way you make me feel.
I sometimes forget that you are just a person,
although you are viewed as a god
please know I don't
mean everything I say
around you
because most times,
I forget that I am talking
out loud because our thoughts are so in sync.
I hope you feel the same way someday, or at least
want to kiss me,
even just once,
for 17 seconds
and maybe then,
when our lips
have collided,
you will realize
everything that I never
said and
if i ever forget to breathe
around you, read this at my funeral
because if you cry, at least
then i will know you felt the same way;
the first time i cried in your car, you didn't know.
we were driving home from a bonfire at 2:30 in the morning. everything seemed clear that night.
we had established our similarities.
i cried quietly to myself
as we arrived at my house. i ******* wanted to kiss you. you texted me right when you got home. this is when i starting worrying about your well being. and now I'm regretting that because i feel like I'm wasting my time and i feel like you might never feel the same. i hate when you fall asleep on me even though i know you text multiple girls; especially at night. i hope you don't take that the wrong way. if i were to stop breathing around you tomorrow, i would never know the taste of your lips or the feel of your bare chest to know that, I'm sad
but since this is my funeral, it's inevitable. i hope you are choked up, but i also hope you find peace. i don't even know if what I feel for you is true, but I hope you can tell me
in another life