to smile like that, you ******* Cheshire cat, your lips curled up as you lounge in the grass, your legs sprawled out, your face painted every shade of smug because I want to kiss you (and you know it) because I want to **** you (I hope you know that) for ruining roundhouses with weak knees for turning my right hook into my right hand on your chest as you pull me in closer you turned my (occasional) quick wit into pure aphasia brought on by your all-consuming gaze and I'm left awkward and dumbstruck, wondering who gave you the right to look at me like *that