what's on my mind is how to feel the epitome of life, that mixed feeling like it's midway through the night, that levelness of the heart when you know what's wrong and what's right, those moments where you high but still down to earth, kinda like a kite. I want to collect moments, live life being honest, live through the torments, survive and be at my strongest, for me life should be a contest, on who can live happy the longest. but instead it's about the mulla, popularity and being the ruler,