Only you, darling could make me dance that ancient, almost forgotten waltz of self doubt and hatred. Only you, love could make me move digging my fingernails into flesh, available in a way I have not in months. Only you, gorgeous could make me speak freeing my tongue and breaking down long-hardened walls, and then shut me up again. Only you, bird could make me sing songs I had stopped, of my love for you and songs I had almost forgotten, of my abhorrence for myself. Only you, darling, love, gorgeous, bird, only ever you.