It was dim and was Sunday
Which on my top of fave
Even more
With mug of coffee by my bed

I fell for the white puff
The odd plain tickle on my tongue too
But that's before they wake and scream
Dear, youth is with you
that bitterness is nothing but too cruel for you

So they bring me water instead
I nod
And drink

It was hot and was summer
When I come back from the field singing
Even loud
With flowers on my hand

I adore every petals
The dizzying sweet fragrance I smell too
But that's before they walk and scream
Dear, you are not marrying today
To be maiden you shall be proud

So they bring me spinach instead
I smile
And hug

It was midnight and was only my mind
Where the only place I feel safe
Even peace
With pen and paper for a poem

I love the sound of my scratch
The depressing lines I made too
But that's before they sneak and scream
Dear, you have a future to lead
Rhythm and rhyme is out of question

So they bring me crown instead
But I ****
And jump from the cliff

God only know if I dead
But am not
Because that's only on my head

I sick of diction, right
And mad for every heaven that taken, period.
But am dust and fading too
While they are mountain and sky

So I take the crown
I rule
And cry