bending words like a madman, deep beyond what is real. there you will find me, struggling with what i feel. but here i could speak truly. say, you are my life and it is you that keeps me alive. no, i am here to take a chance. to be alone with you, to be near you, even if it just in the mind. let me look right through your eyes, grasp what it is like, to feel, to touch, everything that we will never be.