I fade away The world unknown Lost in the atoms of space and mind. Alone, everlasting Dying, living, mind over Matter, material possessions. In a crowd, so alone Wishing, wanting, hoping. Unforgiving gods of perpetual light Swallow the days swaying between physical and mental Pain so great you can taste it Guilt so strong you can't break it Madness so fiery, burns just to think of it. Afraid of the bare landscape of the future The depressing forest, leaves like tears Falling, running down. The night comes and brings a contentment Sleep.