I shuffle my way into the kitchen, suicidal thoughts running through my head "you're worthless" "you're stupid" "you're ugly" Thats the only thing I hear.
I grab the sharpest blade from the drawer slitslitslit It hurts but at the same time it feels amazing. I need to stop but I can't. dripdripdrip My blood splatters onto the floor, with every cut more and more blood trickles down. This is so relieving. The knife is cutting out every insult, abolishing all of my glitches. all of my failures are replaced with integrity. I feel as if I were new.