Death is something we should not be afraid of; Death is something we should not be angry at; Even if it landed twice on the day that everyone should be rejoicing Death has its own meaning and purpose just like everything in this world Dear Lord; I never asked you for any material things I only embrace with wide arms open whatever you are willing to give I always thank you for keeping my family, friends and relatives safe and guided I never wanted to gain any enemies, and if there is; I always asked you to forgive them and forgive me if I did any wrong What I always do is to thank you for everything and everyone that happened in my life I needed yesterday to give me a sign and guidance on the matter that I canβt still decide But instead this is what happened; for the first time I canβt help but ask What just happened, why you have to take them away at the same time? What are your plans? Why burdens seem never stops? All I want is to understand.