I crumble beneath my skin,
slowly,
gently,
waiting for a glimpse.

Pondering around my room I found,
pretty flowers and ribbons
with a name and a card.

Ecstatic I fluttered,
and picked them up
it read d's and r's,
it wasn't my name,
I saw.

It's her,
I knew it,
she's blonde just like me.
How foolish and stupid,
the past ignites her means.

My heart is burning,
full of anger and rage,
you were my first, did I tell you?
I thought you'd wait,
what a shame.

How could you,
how could she?
Stop promising what you can't keep.
Do you enjoy breaking people to pieces,
to save your own skin?

But I'll change and grow,
to be the best I can,
and you'll stay the same,
chasing blonde girls around.
It's a pity and a shame,
this that's been going on.
Now, I'm afraid to say,
I learned,
bad boys never change in any way,
not at all.