A dim light is seen in my despair, I run towards it but it gets further away, I run till my lungs burn but it is but a pinprick, teasing me that there is some way out of this room I'm locked in my own despair.
I walk away and look over my shoulder, its back where it was. I was in a room that surrounded me in black, the walls were my despair. I would not let the light trick me, feeding my desperation, a trick of the mind as I had to find my own way out of there.
So I clawed at the wall, showed it I had strength, the scratch became a gouge and then the bricks became lose. They did eventually fall, I was trapped for what seemed a life time, behind this walled room of darkness but I released myself.
Now I walk in the light, always knowing that the room I was in could swallow me again, I just had to be stronger and not give in to my despair.